You know it hurts :D
having to just smile and pretend everythings okay when it's not.
But there's nothing much you can do right?
The very least you should do is just move on, should i follow what my friend told me?
he said, "Things you don't have, live without."
but whats living when your heart feels like it's been torn up to streads.
Even though i know some of you hate me, i never stoped caring.
I cared and watched over you in slience, so now you know why you don't feel to bad right? :D
but being known that i'm hated and not knowing the reason hurts.
i rather people tell me the truth then lie about it and hurting me twice as hard.
"THOU SHALL LIE"
is the wrong motto, change it to
"THOU SHALL SPEAK THE TRUTH"
Thats better. (:
but sometimes, i think secrets should be kept so that things won't change and the truth wont hurt you, right *****? :D
i never intended to tell you that i was moving i knew something was gonna change but i told you anyways, why?
simple, because i trust you.
well, i'm not moving even if my mom has to drag me or cut my arms and legs off i'm staying in singapore, might be staying at.. Bukit Panjang, Bishan or Yishun.
I don't know. :D
all i know is that i aint gonna lose you, i wont waste my efforts. D:
cause i tried to hard to get your attention, when i finally got it, this happends.
I'm tired, so very tired.
Should i just give up? but i don't want to.
because, because. i still love you.
i'm sorry.
i wont stop, i really want to go out with you on friday but i guess, i things change.
i feel much better so i'm gonna go now.
See yeah.
